Yes I am a christian ,from baptist church. Its been a year that I haven't attend any Sunday Service ,I am very sorry, I always came up with alot of excuses when people asked why I didn't attend any church ,like I'm busy with schoolwork ,I'm busy with my training ,I'm busy this ,I'm busy that .To think that I actually see those things more important than God ,I'm really not a sincere christian at all.
I break the rules that I ,promised myself to Jesus that I will not break them again .I break them again and again ,and I'm always pray for forgiveness ,I can't even keep a simple promise ,and I expected that Jesus to keep His promise .Yes ,He always listen to my prayer ,and always forgive me. But I took advantage of His gentleness and Forgiveness ,I'm not a good christian after all.
Today ,I searched some christian songs ,and there's a song ,Here I am To Worship ,with a video ,about Jesus. I cried when I watched the video ,that Jesus ,died on the cross for me, for you ,for us. I thought of alot of things after that ,like what am I doing all the time ,and I feel that God is love ,Jesus still loves me ,as He still listen to my prayer every night ,guide me through all the obstacles ,help me overcome all the difficulties, and hold me ,when I'm falling down ,help me stand up when I'm defeated.
I'm really sorry for all the things I had done to you Lord ,I may not be a good sheep ,but I'll try my best to be one for You .
Monday, February 8, 2010
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